By Poland Av3k on esreality.com
GuyzzzzzZ )))))) My friend lend me link to this post. I was also contacting with Cypher in this case.I saw some of the people want me to go to quakecon. As I have a bit of a time I want to share a secret with you ) All of the guys are discussing all the times about evil/cypher/rapha whos better and its so hard to choose between them. If u look at all players from top they all can aim, they have good movement,timing, understading the game , calculation of all situations so in these subjects they are the same. When I was young I was asking myself the most important queastions "What seperates me or any other player who didnt win tourmanet yet from them" My conclusion was that its totally nothing, cause all subjects of them game are the same. We all do the same, but still I didnt have answer to my queastion then when I started to participate in big tournaments as a young guy I had a little conversation with Cooller about it. He told me that psychological part of the game, ur motivation and will of winning with believing of the winning makes the diffrence. When I understood it I started to win LAN tournaments. You know young mind is very open for many opinions. It will not analayze it , it wont recognize it , like big water in ocean when u put there something little it will not be recognized. So it came to my mind very strongly and I didnt think of it. When I got older and lost some games,important matches,tournaments I lost the confidence and will of winning. That made a diffrence. So in my opinion rapha,cypher,evil they all have it at the moment and it matters who wants it more ,cause even if one of those guys in last map of bo5 will have bad spawn and will lose few frags he will keep going and believing that he will win. Like cypher on aerowalk at qcon , when u watched his POV u already saw how badly this guy wants to win and how strong mentally he is. Thats why for all this years (+10) we didnt have only one winner and they were new upcomer players coming ,cause they believed and when they reached the basic levels it only what mattered otherwise we would still see tournaments being owned by Zero4, cooller,czm . I was following this game for many years and this is mine and other pros conclusion. Heh I dont even know why I wrote it but I wanted to write something intresting to read :) Anyway back to the subject I think anybody who you would send to quakecon could win if their will and motivation andbeleving will be strong enough. Shape is easy to reach. It takes me to 15 days of full practice to reach my best shape as I had on all tournaments. To make shape in my head to let me win the tournament is much harder and it doesnt take certain amount of time Its just takes human inteligence and proper set up of my mental.Same goes for tox,strenx,cooller etc. Im slowly thinking of trying to do it once more,cause even if I dont play and have many things to do in my real life I still feel empty inside that I didnt finish what I started and when I think only for a second about trying to do it smile on my face is already popping :)I will think about it for few days and I will decide if I go . If I will decide that I want to go and give it all I will start to collect some % of the expenses of my own and try to find sponsor and also will open a new post and if somebody will be willing to donate a bit to see how good ,old Av3k is again swearing to get through these all champions to get to the final and win it, it will be cool :) Guyzz keep touch , remember to take care of urselves,keep smiling, dont hate, make love , one life we have , we should use it the best ;) Keep in thouch brothers :D
avek jedź i wygraj !!! odemnie też masz wsparcie jak co nie duże ale zawsze coś
